Have you ever...?

I need like the beggars need shelter.

Have you ever needed?

I am cocooned in my own shell.

Will you push the wall down?

I push the words down because they taste bitter.

Have you ever not stifled?

I'm terrified of myself.

Have you ever cared?

You never promised, it goes to show.

My lack of reason leading to chaos.

Perhaps, if I did not think, and I think too much.

You'd find me thinking better thoughts.

I have followed for awhile.

It drags on for miles and miles.

Waging a bet that I'll lose anyway.

I lie awake wondering still.

Have you ever wondered?